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I fucking hate this shit.
Why's it so complicated?
Myspace is so much better.

All I want is a decent fucking banner on the top of pink page with decent fucking text but no. It keeps fucking up.

Well....
Fuck LJ. I only come on it for the ace ppl an fan fics an any other shizzle to do with Flicka.

Altho if any nice person wants to code me then feel free.

=]

Today was shit.
I'm bored so I thort I'd write this =)
The only good thing about today was watching a load of Flicka vids.
I had to work =( an got shouted at. Again. As fucking usual.
My boss is a bitch an I have to work again 2morro. =(

How do you make a nice layout btw? I want one with a Flicka banner at the top an shizzle but I dunno how to do it so please let me know =)

Peace.

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Fan Fiction- Felicity Huffman/Marcia Cross

Life from Felicitys eyes.

Title: 'Free'
Author: Kristina Strickland
Ranking: PG-13
Written: In Felicity Huffmans eyes
About: Felicity finally feels free and comfortable in her own skin. Glaad Awards.

This was the night. This was the night I planned to kiss Marcia and I was so excited. I could finally kiss her publically and make it look like a publicity stunt so people didn't know my secret. It was perfect. Marcia and I had been asked to present an award for best outstanding drama series at the Glaad awards and I had been looking forward to the night for ages.

Marcia walked in the backstage door in a gorgeous ocean blue dress. She looked absolutely amazing, words can't even describe. I didn't get much time to look at her because we were due on stage the next minute. All I was thinking was that this was the perfect time to plant a kiss on her beautiful glossy lips and show the world my true feelings without getting found out how I really felt inside.

I was quite understandably nervous but there was nothing I wanted more. I started to speak. ''We...'' an then I realised I couldn't wait anyore. Marcia looked too ravishing to resist so I thought fuck it, and said... ''I'm sorry just a second..'' I then turned to her and snogged her entire face off. She squealed excitably while my lips were attatched to hers. The audience went crazy. I had butterflies as I knew I'd been waiting all year to do that and now finally my chance had come. ''That was fun!'' Marcia told me, sounding shocked. I was sweating and nervously fanned myself with my hand. It was the best feeling. I felt free and comfortable in my own skin for the first time. The feelings I had were absolutely amazing. Before that night, I'd always dreamt about my Desperate Housewives character Lynette having a lesbian affair of some sort with Bree, but this was real life. This was more important, and it felt like my fantasised dream had come true.

I had one problem though. How did Marcia feel? I wanted to spill all my feelings to her so badly but I felt too selfish. ''I am happily married to a successful actor with two kids, Marcia in engaged'' I thought to myself. I hated myself in a way. I felt depressed. I didn't really want to feel this way, but I also loved it. I loved her. I wanted the kiss to last forever.

I told the audience I'd been wanting to kiss her all year and I meant every word. The audience laughed and took it as a joke, but if only they knew how I was feeling. Everything went so fast. Before I knew it, the winner of the best outstanding drama was to be announced. Marcia let me say it. ''Six Feet Under'' I announced nervously, still thinking about the kiss. I couldn't get it out of my head.

After the show we were interviewed. ''I've been wanting to kiss Marcia all year and I just had to do it infront of people so I had some'' I told them. I was really thinking ''Finally, I feel free, I've been wanting to kiss her since I first met eyes on her'' but I couldn't because of obvious reasons. I still felt trapped inside but I felt a lot more free.

Marcia told me ''I have lipstick stains'' so I gently touched her face trying to fix them until she interrupted with ''Don't fix them , I'm going to bed like this!'' For me to hear her say that meant the entire world to me. It felt like she had the same feelings as me, it felt like she wanted that kiss to carry on as much as I did. But did she? I had to find out.

I am feeling SO pissed off right now. I don't know exactly why but I feel like ranting. Every little thing has pissed me off today. I think it's to do with the lack of sugar coz I cut down on sugar from 4 sugars in my tea, to none, an I've noticed it changes my mood. Sounds weird but tiz true. I have work tomorrow, so I aint best pleased,. My boss best not shout at me like she always does. Bitch.

Yeah so today I did jack shit as usual. My life is so boring right now. I've applied for a photography assistant job so hopefully I'll hear about that soon.

Rant 1...Anyway I'm gonna be bitchy now coz I wanna rant so bad. One of the things that's pissing me off is a few of my mates. Some of them are so fucking wrapped up in their own stuff that if I was seriously ill or anything, they wouldn't notice because they're too busy with their magical perfect world.

Rant 2... I'm way pissed off about other stuff too though, like the fact I live in a crap town with nothing going on an having the same boring routine everyday, I really need a job, but I dont want one round here. I fucking detest this place. I wanna be successful an live in a popular city and explore the world, not jacked up in a tiny little place no ones heard of.

Argh, erm, what else to rant about....

Rant 3...Oh yeah, Mr Macy. I mean I have to respect him just a bit coz he's Felicitys hubby but for fucks sake that man is a piece of mess. He's done too well getting her <.< He dont know how lucky he is that rodent. Yes he needs to fuck off and let me bang Flicka.

Rant 4.. Live Journal - Just what the fuck is this shit? It's so complicated.

Rant 5.. Chocolate. Why do people like it, it makes you fat and it's sickly. I seriously do not see the attraction. It makes me so sick, I just cant eat it and yes I may be just a bit jealous of you all.

Rant 6... Bulletins. Fuck off people who post the same shite over an over ''bored, talk to me'' '' i dunno wot to do, comment me'' wtf?! why u repeating yourself over an over jackass? get the message, people dont wanna talk to u so get your fat motherfucking ass off the computer an go do summin else with ur life.

Rant 7... People with photoshop. Meh to you all. I don't have it because it wont download for me coz it's gay. I unprofessionally use Photofiltre and am jealous of you photoshoppers so fuck off.

Rant 8... Labels. What the fuck are you? An object for sale? No. You are human you don't need a fucking label. Dress how you want, do what you want and be you, not a gothicchavvingmoshercunt. Piss off.

Rant 9... The english. Most of us are stuck up little bastards. We suck. Why the fuck Americans kiss our asses I have no clue. We are shit.

Rant 10... Chantelle from Big Brother. How the hell did she get famous so easily? I cant stand her god dammit she needs to crawl back under the rock she came from. All she did was go in a house with celebs and that gives her the right to be a celeb? Fuck off, she doesnt deserve fame.

I will have more rants comin soon no doubt.

''I'm Dan Rydell alongside Casey McCall, You're watching Sportsnight on CSC so stick around''

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Felicity Huffman!

1. Three seagulls flying overhead are a warning that Felicity Huffman is near.
2. Felicity Huffman became extinct in England in 1486.
3. Grapes explode if you put them inside Felicity Huffman!
4. It can take Felicity Huffman several days to move just through one tree.
5. Only 55 percent of Americans know that the sun is made of Felicity Huffman.
6. A bride should wear something old, something new, something borrowed, and Felicity Huffman.
7. Never store Felicity Huffman at room temperature!
8. There are six towns named Felicity Huffman in the United States!
9. Felicity Huffman was named after Felicity Huffman the taxi driver in Frank Capra's 'It's a Wonderful Life'.
10. If you kiss Felicity Huffman for one minute you will burn six or seven calories.

I am interested in - do tell me aboutherhimitthem

~•*be honest*•~
- y e s - o r - n o -

I'M AFRAID OF SILENCE: No
I TALK A LOT WHEN I GET NERVOUS: No, the opposite
I AM REALLY TICKLISH: Yeah
I'VE BEEN CALLED A TEASE: Yeah
I'VE BEEN CALLED "JAIL-BAIT": Lmao no
I'M AFRAID OF THE DARK: No
I'M AFRAID OF FACING MY BACK TO OPEN DOORS AT NIGHT: Lol well I wouldn't do that
I CAN'T SLEEP IN A ROOM IF THE CLOSET DOOR IS OPEN: No
I AM A HOMOSEXUAL: NO HOMO
I BELIEVE IN TRUE LOVE: Maybe
I'VE RUN AWAY FROM HOME: No
I LISTEN TO POLITICAL MUSIC: Wtf
I COLLECT COMIC BOOKS: No
I SHUT OTHERS OUT WHEN I'M SAD: Sort of
I'VE STAYED OUT ALL NIGHT: No
I OPEN UP TO OTHERS EASILY: Yeah
I AM KEEPING A SECRET FROM THE WORLD:No
I WATCH THE NEWS: Nah
I OWN OVER 5 RAP CD'S: No
I LOVE DISNEY MOVIES: Some
I AM A SUCKER FOR GREEN EYES: Nah
I AM A SUCKER FOR BROWN EYES: Nah
I AM A SUCKER FOR BLUE EYES: Oh who gives a flying fuck about eyes. Christ.
I DON'T KILL BUGS: I do <_< I CURSE: Sometimes I'VE CHEATED ON MY BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND: No I'VE SLIPPED AND FELL IN PUBLIC: Yes hahaha I'VE SLIPPED OUT A "LOL" IN A REAL CONVERSATION: Yes I LOVE SPAM: No I'M A GOOD COOK: No I'm a shit cook because I dont like cooking I HAVE WORN PAJAMAS TO CLASS: No omg who does that? I HAVE OWNED SOMETHING FROM ABERCROMBIE: Whats an abercrombie? I WANT A BETTER JOB..OR A JOB: Yes please! I'VE TALKED ON THE PHONE FOR 6+ HOURS: Almost. I LOVE DR. PHIL: Who now? I LIKE SOMEONE: Not in a fanciable way I AM GUILTY OF TyPiNg LiKe ThIs: No I AM SELF-CONSCIOUS: Yes, very I LOVE TO LAUGH: Yes I DRINK ALCOHOL FREQUENTLY: No I aint drunk in ages I'VE SMOKED A PACK OF CIGARETTES IN 1 DAY: Yeah, I think I once went through 30 fags a day lol I'M NOT A VIRGIN: No I'm not a Virgin I LOVE LORD OF THE FLIES: Whaaat? I EAT COUGH DROPS WHEN I'M NOT SICK: Yes I CAN'T SWALLOW PILLS: No, I can I HAVE A LOT OF SCARS: No I CAN'T SLEEP IF I KNOW THERE'S A SPIDER IN THE ROOM: No I LOVE CHOCOLATE: No it makes me sick I BITE MY NAILS: Yeah, sometimes I TWIRL MY HAIR: Yeah I AM COMFORTABLE WITH BEING ME: Erm,sometimes;\ I PLAY COMPUTER GAMES WHEN I'M BORED: Nah I TAKE THESE GAY SURVEYS WHEN I'M BORED: Haha Yes I'VE SEEN A SHOOTING STAR: No I'VE HAD A "MENAGE A TROIS": Huh? I'VE GONE OUT IN PUBLIC IN MY PAJAMAS: Yeah once, to take the trash out I'VE KISSED A STRANGER: Yes, I made out with him to get alcohol haha ;\ I'VE KISSED SOMEONE FOR THE HELL OF IT: Yes ^ I'VE HUGGED A STRANGER: Yes I'VE BEEN IN A FIST FIGHT WITH SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX: No I'VE LAUGHED AND HAD SOME TYPE OF BEVERAGE COME OUT OF MY NOSE: Yes I'VE PUSHED ALL THE BUTTONS IN AN ELEVATOR: No thats just gay. I'VE MADE OUT IN AN ELEVATOR: No, I would LOVE to do that. I'VE KICKED A GUY WHERE IT HURTS ON PURPOSE: Yes haha I'VE BEEN SKYDIVING: No I'VE BEEN BUNGEE JUMPING: No I'VE HAD STITCHES: No I'VE BITTEN SOMEONE..AS A JOKE: Yeah I'VE BEEN TO NIAGARA FALLS: No I'VE HAD THE CHICKEN POX: Yes I'VE CRASHED INTO A CAR: No I'VE BEEN TO JAPAN: No I'VE RIDDEN IN A TAXI: Yeah I'VE SHOPLIFTED: No I'VE BEEN FIRED: No I'VE HAD FEELINGS FOR SOMEONE WHO DIDN'T HAVE THEM BACK: Yes, sucks I'll have you know. I'VE STOLEN SOMETHING FROM MY JOB: No I'VE BEEN ON A BLIND DATE: No I'VE HAD A CRUSH ON A TEACHER: Yes I'VE CELEBRATED MARDI GRAS IN NEW ORLEANS: What? I'VE BEEN TO EUROPE: I live there I'VE SLEPT WITH A CO-WORKER, AND/OR EMPLOYEE: No but I'd love to do that too I'VE BEEN MARRIED: No I'VE GOTTEN DIVORCED: No I'VE BEEN PREGNANT: No I'VE SEEN SOMETHING/SOMEONE DYING: No I HAVE A LIST OF PEOPLE I WANT TO KILL: No, just a list of people to slap with a wet fish. I'VE DRIVEN OVER 400 MILES IN 1 DAY: I don't drive I'VE BEEN TO CANADA: No I'VE BEEN ON A PLANE: Yep I'VE SEEN THE ROCKY HORROR PICTURE SHOW: Yeah, it's mint I'VE THROWN UP FROM DRINKING: Yes, loaads of times I'VE EATEN SUSHI: Yes I'VE BEEN SKIING: No I'VE BEEN ICE SKATING: Yeah I'VE CRIED IN PUBLIC: Yes I'VE TRIED TO COMMIT SUICIDE: No I'VE LIKED SOMEONE EVEN THOUGH I KNEW I SHOULDN'T HAVE: Yes, a lot! I'VE THOUGHT ABOUT SOMEONE ALMOST 24/7: Yes I'VE HATED THE WORLD: Nah

Fan Fiction- Felicity/Marcia.

Life from Felicitys eyes.

Title: 'Emotion at The Oscars'
Author: Kristina Strickland
Ranking: PG-13
Written: In Felicity Huffmans eyes
About: Felicity confesses to Marcia. The Oscar Night. 5th March 2006.

I was panicking what to wear. Every dress I tried on was amazing, but just not amazing enough. I wanted a dark colour as I think they suit me best. I was panicking. Panicking so much. I was going to The Academy Awards and I didn't have a perfect dress. I wanted to stand out. I needed to glam up. I knew she was watching. I knew Marcia would be waiting for me to appear, and I didn't want to let her down.

I finally found the perfect dress. It was as black as night with a gorgeous design, and fit perfectly. I was so proud of myself for being nominated. This was the once time in my life I felt almost 100 comfortable for being myself. I was going to the famous academy awards and I knew I would look glamorous.

So I arrived and the atmosphere was absolutely amazing, I was surrounded by A listers and I could feel the nervous tension of everyone around me. I was so excited but shitting it at the same time. Bill was there with me which made me relax so much.

Before the ceremony, I got interviewed and they showed me Teri and Nicolettes message, it was fucking adorable. Then Marcia and Eva came on saying how they love me and how they're proud of working with me but I knew what Marcia's eyes were really saying. She had text my cellphone as I was in the limmo on the way asking me to go back to the hotel with her after the ceremony to celebrate my nomination. I wanted to. I really did. Why else would I of made a move in the GLAAD Awards? But did she want me over for the same reason as I did? Well I soon found out.

I was sat shaking like a shitting dog as they called out the 'Best Actress' nominee's. My name was called and I shook more as Bill held my hand tight for reassurance. My heart dropped as they announced Reese Witherspoons name. So okay, I'd be lying if I said I wasn't gutted, and it would of boosted my self confidence a hell of a lot if I did win it, but at the end of the day, it's an award, someone has to win it, and whoever did was meant to be.

Time soon passed by, and the after party began. Bill and I stayed for a few hours and congratulated Reese. I looked at Bill, he was in deep conversation with Reese, so I thought it was the perfect time to text Marcia back. I told Bill I was just going to the toilet and quickly text Marcia from the cubicle. I wrote; ''I'd love to, I feel like getting off my head, I'm sort of drunk already as I'm understandably disappointed, but I'm hoping you can cheer me up, in a way that no one else can.''
The alcohol made me say it. I would of never had the guts sober. I had to stick to my hetrosexual image to keep my good Hollywood reputation in place. Theres just something, something about myself thats not right. I'm far from feeling comfortable in my own skin but I can't do anything about it. It could ruin my career forever. It sounds selfish but I can't change the way I feel. I'm portrayed as a famous hollywood actress happily married to famous actor Bill Macy, with 2 beautiful kids. Only no one knows how I really feel. I hate myself for feeling this way but nothing can stop it. I made that kiss to Marcia on the GLAAD awards for one reason only, and that was because I loved her so much. Loved her in a way Bill can't come close to. I love Bill with all my heart but the way I feel for Marcia is indescribably different and tonight I was about to confess all to her.

I recieved a text back as I was washing my hands in the beautiful marble sink. It was from Marcia. My heart started to beat faster and faster. It read, ''I think we have a lot of talking to do Flicka. Tell Bill you're staying over at mine as I've invited you over for drinks.'' The text meant nothing, how did Marcia feel? Did she realise my feelings for her and was scared for me? Or did she feel the same way? I stumbled out the toilets and walked over to Bill, trying to hide my drunkness. ''I'm staying over Marcia's tonight. I'll be back tomorrow morning, is that okay?'' I asked nervously as I knew Bill would find this a bit strange because we don't do this often. ''Sure?'' Bill answered. ''I'll pick you up tomorrow, have a good night, I love you sweety''. He kissed me and walked me to Marcia's car. ''I love you too'' I said. ''Tell Sophia and Georgia their mommy loves them and tell them I'll be back tomorrow''

We finally got to the hotel. It felt like this moment was about to be remembered forever. I was scared. Scared as hell of telling her, but I decided it was time. I couldn't be selfish anymore. I couldnt keep these feelings to myself. Marcia could feel the same way. I was hoping. ''Felicity'' she said in a nervous tone. I knew the next thing she was going to say was bad. Marcia has always called me Flicka. Never Felicity. Everytime Flicka. ''Yes?'' I asked. ''Do you, do you have feelings for me?'' I was stunned. I wasn't expecting her to ask me , infact I was expecting her to say everything else but.
I laughed nervously to try and hide it. I caved. I couldn't handle lying to myself anymore. I burst out crying. Marcia held me. This was the perfect time to make a move, but then something I always wanted to happen, happened.

Marcia held both my shoulders and looked into my eyes. ''Flicka'' she said. ''You are the most beautiful woman in this world and I may be drunk as you right now but I can't hide my feelings any longer either. It's killing me Flick''

We both hugged and fell onto the soft velvet sheet on the double bed. We turned and looked at each other like a madly in love teenage couple. ''Everything will be ok'' Marcia told me confidently. ''We'll announce it tomorrow. Nothing will change. Just because you've come out of your shell doesn't change the fact you're a highly talented actress.''

I felt like an angel had come and turned the world into a better place. I felt free. Sexuality doesn't change your personality and skills or who you are overall. It changes your life. And it did mine. For the better.

Kristina Strickland writes as Felicity Huffman.

A - Accent: English - Northern
B - Breast size: 34B like Flicka. I'm a smallass
C - Chore you hate: Washin up
D - Dad's name: Paul
E - Essential make-up item: Foundation, Eyeliner, mascara
F - Favorite perfume: D*G Light Blue
G - Gold or silver: Silver
H - Hometown: Pickering
I - Insomnia: Nope
J - Job title: Waitress once in a blue moon
K - Kids: 2 please. Courteney and Joshua
L - Living arrangements: Liv wi me mum an sis
M - Mum's birthplace: York England
N - Number of apples you've eaten: 0 today
O - Overnight hospital stays: None
P - Phobia: Dying
R - Religious affiliation: supose to be christian
S - Siblings: 1 sis-Emma
T - Time you wake up: about 11
U - Unnatural hair colors you've worn: Blonde, red, black, about every colour under the sun
V - Vegetable you refuse to eat: I like em all
W - Worst habit: bitin ma nails, smoking wen drinkin
X - X-rays you've had: None
Y - Yummy foods you make: i don't...
Z - Zodiac sign: Virgo

It is now official that I HATE Reece Witherspoon. that square faced lame roled twat beat my Felicity to the oscar. Fucking bitch. I really don't see why because she's a mess. Felicity is MUCH more talented than her. TISK TISK TISK.

I'm so nervous I hope flicka won!! I fucking bet she did though. Pissed off that I missed it but my gorgeous mate Ryan is sending me a Dvd. Yeah baby! I love him!!!!
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Ok, so I've never really done any writing like this before, especially in a blog, but after loving reading the Live Journal shizzle in FlickaCross community, I thought I'd give it a go so I'm gonna write about my experience of Obsession.

The first time I experienced 'obsession' was while Big Brother 5 was on, I told myself I wouldn't watch Big Brother 5 as I thought four was absolute bollocks, but I watched it anyway and thank God I did. I became absolutely hooked. Hooked on this amazing woman who was in my eyes, perfect.

So the housemates entered the house, and I thought 'Okay, this is gonna be interesting, there's a lesbian, a scottish bigheads, 2 bald men, a fit lad, a good looking geordy, 2 bimbo's, a wannabe gangsta, and a transexual. As soon as they got settled in, I was addicted, and one particular person really got my attention. I'm not sure why exactly, but everything about her I loved, and within the first few days was when I realised I was obsessed with Nadia Almada, the winner of Big Brother 5.

My world became revolved around her, and her only. I know it sounds selfish but I didn't really care alot for anyone else at the time, all I wanted to do was meet her, meet her so bad, adn I was determined to. I loved her with all my heart, I was gonna get a tattoo with her name on, I did everything, I made 2 files full of her, I covered my walls with her face, I wrote fan letters, you name it, I did it, everything. It was almost like a silly teenage crush. I got so obsessed with her that I treated it like a competition. I was foolish and I hated myself inside because I didn't particularly want to feel the way I did. I hated it but I also loved it. Nothing in the world could change how I loved her and from that experience, I feel I got so much out of it. I fulfilled my dream and I met her. Me and my best mate met her in Southampton when she was doing theatre. It was the best time of my life and I'll treasure the memories forever.

These days, times moved on, it's been a year and my obsession ended. I still love her, but I'm not obsessed.

I have a new obsession, I'm so grateful for my obsessive personality sometimes. It's indescribable. My new obsession is Felicity Huffman, infact a quote from her character Lynette, on Desperate Housewives is. ''you can't describe obsession, it just...is''

Tonights the Oscars, and I believe in Felicity to kick Reece Witherspoons ass and fucking win it, because she deserves it. Felicity played a fucking transexual in her film 'Transamerica.' Reece played a fucking singer. I know which is the bigger role and it'll win. She'll win. I have all the fucking faith in the world for her.

I fullfilled my dream with Nadia, and I'll do it with Felicity. I'll meet that beauty one day, and it'll be the best time of my fucking life.

This woman is my new obsession! She's right sezxy like WOAH!
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